| Tuesday, April 8th, 2003 |
| 3:45 pm |
Everyones pissed at me. >.< *shakes head* Fuck it! Im sick of everyone! Im sick of myself. Im outta here. Im not bloody returning either. Im sick of this joint, im sick of life. I just want all this to fucking end! |
| 10:58 am |
22 more days until Beltaine. Its going to suck without Phoenie and Corona around. Corona sorta hates me at the moment. >.< Stupid me! Joe told me that shes just upset about how im letting a person walk all over me and that she feels that ive sundered her from me. *sighs* whatever Current Mood:  crappyCurrent Music: Beatles-Matchbox |
| 10:47 am |
*points to icon* I needed an icon of Viggo's hands, cause i love them. I wish i had nice hands like his. Mine are fucking ugly as fuck. The fingers are too long, and they're covered with scars. I have piano fingers. >.< Not the type of hands that i like. Im not in a good mood today, and I dont think im going to be in a splendid mood for a while either. So if you dont want to get your head snapped off by me, just stay clear of me. I dont want to hurt anyones feelings. And right now with my mood the way it is, id end up hurting everyone. I dont want that, so please take heed to my warning! *nods* ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) corona75 is pissed at me cause of whats going on right now. She doesnt understand what im going through. No one does. Im alone here. She got really mad when i told her that i didnt want her or anyone else worrying about my current situation with a certain person. She blew up on me and everything. *blinks* that wasnt fun. Now she wont talk to me. That sux even more. Phoenix is going to be alright. *smiles* Im happy about that one. *nods* Yeppers. vodevil your letter went out today darkranger your letter did too. My back hurts. I need a back rub. I wish Tim was here. He was great at that. heh *pouts* I need a cigarette..so bye! Current Mood:  bitchyCurrent Music: Beatles-Slow Down |
| Sunday, April 6th, 2003 |
| 9:51 pm |
corona75 is over and taking care of lil ol' me. i really appreciate the attention. She just spent the last 45 mins trying to put the barbell in the back of my neck. Yes! I have the back of my neck pierced. I dont care what people think!! Corona and i are going to be at the hospital for Phoenie. She needs us there. jessebrandybuck and xbrodyarmstrong. Shacora and I arent friends at the moment. I dont really care anymore. I hate people who are jealous of what they dont have. why cant they be grateful of what they have?! some people really piss me off. i hate people who try to be liked. It pisses me off!!!! >.< corona75, jessebrandybuck, darkranger, and vodevil know who im talking about. *nod* I have to go now. My head is fucking killing me. Stitches suck fucking monkey balls! corona75 words for the day: Fucking monkey fuck bags Fucking shit on a stick *dies trying to laugh* Namarie! Current Mood:  exanimateCurrent Music: Beatles-Im so tired |
| 4:43 pm |
Im not at work today..or tomorrow. >.< Bleh! I got into a little bit of an accident there. The new dishwasher dropped a pot that hangs from the hooks over the stove onto my head. I have 10 stitches and a concussion. Im going to go now... Im concussed.. Current Mood: sore |
| 9:16 am |
24 more days...woo! ;) Blarg!!! Im so fucking tired! Its not funny. Im beat after last night. I didnt get out of work until 12:45. We were clobbered! We had so many dishes coming in, i didnt think itd stop. We had a new kid in there. He was sorta slow, but it was his first day. I did have fun though i worked my ass off. I feel like im in the movie Sean Astin was in with Matthew Lillard..i forgot the name of the movie..but he and Matt were dishwashers..and yeah. haha. Louie and Mike were great. I had fun talking with them when we were able to put in a quick break. heh They make great food. Thats the cool thing about this job. I get free food. Woo! ;) heh Im not complaining either. Those 2 are the best cooks ever. I got to go see Corona in the bar and have a smoke. heh it was fun. I talked with Phoenix's youngest son Roo..yes thats his name heh..he told me and Corie that his mum has a brain tumor that needs to be taken out immediately. Its scary. Shes in my prayers.. I dont care what some people think... The Beatles DO NOT suck!!!!! >.< They fucking rock it hardcore!!!! Current Mood: cold |
| Saturday, April 5th, 2003 |
| 1:40 pm |
   I look at those orli pics and im tempted to go "daddy?" He looks like my dad! Its creepy. My agent says I remind him of Orli. *blinks* ok.. heh i dont know about that. I got a letter just now from Tim. yay!!!! :) hes doing good so far. im happy about that. But i cant help but feel worried about him and the others. Hahhaha!! Corona called Justin a bloody pissmonkey the other day! it was too funny I have to go get something to eat. Namarie Current Mood:  crazy |
| Friday, April 4th, 2003 |
| 3:32 pm |
I need a cigarette before i go to my job, i also need to get something to eat too. *nods* I cant wait. the cool thing about my 2nd job is i can smoke in the lil bar they have there. heh Corona works there! ;) woo *giggles* she told me about the place so i give her credit. *nods* hehe she and her ex Joe are working tonight there. yay! So on on my break i can go in have a smoke and a nice amuzing talk. *nods* I love you all! *winks* *hugs and loves* dom_monaghan *pokes* Can you email me? I have to ask you something important. *nods* |
| Thursday, April 3rd, 2003 |
| 8:52 pm |
 Well That pic is for my sheer amuzment and droolage lol ;) Also i got myself a 2nd job. So...US....adios! Im leaving these shores to a better place. The hell with all this! I need a new fresh start just like the tarot reading my girl Phoenix did for me. Im tired so im going to go to be. I know its only 8:55 pm but i dont care. im tired! i have work tomorrow night, and Saturday too. 5-10 pm. woo Blessed be! Namarie! Current Mood:  sleepyCurrent Music: Beatles-Im so tired |
| 2:34 pm |
I hate it when I get people who IM me trashing people because they're gay. Im not homophobic. Some of my closest friends are bi/gay. I dont have a problem with them at all. People who trash other peoples opinions and how they live their lives, are all a bunch of bloody bastards!!! They have no respect for anyone!! Stupid gits! Current Mood: aggravated |
| 11:21 am |
jessebrandybuck emailed me this poem to help me...thanks love Invictus William Ernest Henley Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul. Current Mood:  goodCurrent Music: Beatles-While my guitar gently weeps |
| 11:04 am |
corona75, jessebrandybuck!!! 27 more days!!! 27 more days until we celebrate Beltaine! ;) Cant wait!!! *giggles* My mum, Cori, Justin, Phoenix and i hung out yesterday and were talking about tattoos. It was too funny. heh this is how some of our convo went: Me: Im getting a tat done on my left ribcage. Its going to be pretty. Mum: Im too much of a wump to get one done there!" haha! She meant to say wimp but she said wump instead. It was too funny. We were all laughing our asses off. Current Mood: gigglyCurrent Music: Beatles-Back in the U.S.S.R. |
| 11:00 am |
darkranger these are for you ;) Viggy pics..one of him as a kid hehe ;) MWAH Enjoy! ( Viggo pics ) Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: Beatles-Sexy Sadie |
| 10:25 am |
Well Corona Phoenix and I did a protection spell. I think its going to work. *smiles* Phoenix is great. I love her. Shes like a mother to me. I appreciate what shes done so far. |
| Wednesday, April 2nd, 2003 |
| 1:32 pm |
Im trusting in the God and Goddess to protect me. *nods* They are my white light. They will help me through this crisis. I will prevail! Blessed be! |
| 1:20 pm |
Phoenix, Justin, Corona and I are going to be doing a protection spell for me. *nods* it'll be fun. It'll work too. "an it harm none, do as ye will" people should really go by that one... "I am protected, I have faith; no harm will come, I am safe" "if fears come and bother me, my mind will shed them easily; fears have no real power to stay; I banish fear and wash it away; I am blessed, this and every day; so mote it be" "leaf in the wind fly far, fly free; take this thing away from me" Phoenix wants to take me justin corona and afew others to stonehenge with her. Shes going to be going soon. Ive also gotta thank someone whos going to send me good karma. I really appreciate it Current Mood: content |
| 12:55 pm |
I went sk8ing this morning. got out around 7 am. haha it was fun. I needed it. I got my adrenalin rush for the day |
| 12:49 pm |
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| 12:41 pm |
after talking to a certain person. I feel much better. He always puts a smile on my face when i talk to him. He rocks! Hes so caring too! *nods* agentslander? I love you! I still think you should come visit me and the others here sometime soon. It'd be fun *smiles* |
| 12:40 pm |
Im moving! *nods* Im not safe in the area Im in so im leaving. *nods* I'll still be over here. But i wont be staying. yay |
